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Saturday, 14 November 2009

 As usual setiap hari sabtu malam ahad.. abang will spend the night at cc. which left me alone at home..well not totally alone..but with two notty boys to keep me company...but at the end of the day.. in the middle of the night..lying on my bed...i started to miss him.. a lot.. eventhough.. every other days... selalu nyer abang akan masuk tidow paling awal pon pukul 5 pagi..dan i am still will be sleeping all by my self.. but at least i know...he's there...at his computer..doing his works..hearing the sound of his finger tapping the keyboard...or even listening to the out-of-tune voice of him singing along with the strumming finger of his guitar...

it's true...sejak pindah rumah.. my schedule has been changing so much... from the one i had when we was living in the bluebox. dari hari ke hari... we had less conversations..less quality time together.. which sometimes makes me want to quit everything and just be at home so that i can be with him.. but i cant. oh god..there's been so much thing i really wanted to say...but couldnt quite make the words come out from my mouth.. at the end it just bottled up inside me..

maybe it's the pregnancy hormone that makes me feels like this.. i tends to get upset pretty easily over little things lately.. or maybe i am just tired...yeaah that's right..i am damn F***%$$# tired....

abang... i miss you...missing you a lot....

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at Monday, 16 November 2009 13:49by Faiza
Jangan bersedih Yanie....U are right its due to your pregnancy. Lagipun waktu I carry all my girls dulu, I was very emotional throughout my pregnancy. Maklumlah pompuan - emosinya terlebih lah! So insya'Allah yang you carry this time is a girl:). So be happy ok:)) Everytime you feel down, do things that make you happy; maybe that'll help.
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at Monday, 16 November 2009 14:19by mummy
amin... 
really wish for a girl... tp kalau dpt boy lagi sorang pon is a blessing ... 
my good friend just gave birth to a beautiful baby girl...tp i plak yang terover excited..emotionally so happy..and even cried just as soon as i heard the news. huhuhu...cant helps feeling lil' bit jealous..but of course i am happy for her n family.. 
Giler lah pregnancy rollercoaster kali nih...memang mood swings dasyat..asyik nak nangis.. ingat kan tengok nurkasih je boleh nangis..tp tengok ikan danish berenang sorang2 dlm fish bowl pon cam sedih..hahahaha...
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at Monday, 16 November 2009 14:40by lia
wahhhhh dasyat sungguh pregnant kali ni ya ald.... tabah ya ;p
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at Monday, 16 November 2009 14:50by mummy
tu lah pasal lia... memang asyik emo... 
 
tp the best part.. no morning sickness at all...no pening2..no muntah2..masuk angin semua takde.. makan semua lalu.. just hope berat kali nih tak naik sgt cam dulu...
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