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Song Of the Week
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Written by aLdriNa
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Sunday, 24 July 2005 |
Destiny - Jim Brickman
What if never knew?
What if I never found you?
I'd never have this feeling in my heart How did this come to be?
I don't know you found me
but from the moment I saw you
deep inside my heart I knew Baby, you're my destiny
you and I were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
and as far as I can see
you were always meant to be my destiny I wanted someone like you
someone that I could hold onto
and give my love until the end of time But forever was just a word
something I'd only heard about
but now you're always there for me
when you say "forever," I'll believe Baby you're my destiny
you and I were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
and as far as I can see
you were always meant to be
my destiny Maybe all we need
is just a little faith
'cause baby, I believe
that love will find a way Baby you're my destiny
you and I were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
and as long as I can see
from now until eternity
you were always meant to be
my destiny. ...you're my destiny.....
p/s: abang... u are my destiny....
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Story Of My Life -
Me, Myself n' I
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Written by aLdriNa
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Friday, 24 June 2005 |
hmmmm....alhamdulillah...segala telah berlalu..aku dah pun mulakan hidup sebagai seorang isteri..lame nyer aku tak jengok blog nih..maklum arr...umah baru..tak de intenet lagi...biler arr line streamyx nih nak masuk...hmmmm...
new life..yup...challenging...somehow..aku pon sampai skrg still tak cayer yang aku dah kawin...aku nak jadi seorang isteri....hmmm...tak lama lagi insya allah...seorang ibu?? erk!! lom lagi....lom sedia lagi..lagi pon aku dan eddie still dlm honey moon mood...hmmm...routine harian aku byk berubah..kalau dulu aku bangun tidow kul 12 - 1 tghari..pastu jengok pc..check email..surfin the net...pastu baru mandi..siap nak gi keje...just own my own..aku makan ke tak...semer nyer terpulang pada aku....skrg..kalau aku rase malas nak makan...aku still kene bangun awal ..masak dan kemas rumah....masak utk eddie...nasib baik lah die tak fussy....cume yg tak besh nyer..die sker bagi komen yang hmmm hampess....cth nyer.... cam kalau aku masak ayam masak kicap hari nih....memang selalu nyer...yang biasa aku makan kat umah aku...mama aku memang akan letak tomato...kentang....dlm masakan ayam masak kicap tuh..tuh tak masuk lagi halia...cili besar merah..dihiris2...hmmm...dan tuh lah yg die akan komen..."mane ade orang masak masa kicap letak semer mender nh?" hmmmm..speechless.... sometimes tak salah kalau kiter nak komen masakan seseorang kalau at least kiter leh terime camner orang tuh masak....lain padang lain belalang...let me do it my own way dear.....ironicnyer....die makan byk dah tambah dua tiga kali....:).... hmmm...biase lah...tuh arr asam garam kehidupan aku skrg....somehow we both learn how to tolerate with each other...how to give and take...and trust me...this journey..exploring each other...will never end...
to my beloved husband... i love you so much.....
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Story Of My Life -
My Little Family
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Written by aLdriNa
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Saturday, 04 June 2005 |
 There is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved. - George Sand -
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Story Of My Life -
Me, Myself n' I
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Written by aLdriNa
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Wednesday, 01 June 2005 |
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in 3 days i am going to be a wife to a person whom i knew loves me very much..and of course he picks me to be his beloved wife for only god knows how long its going to be...sound nice and cant helping anxious to feel how it is going to be a wife to a person.... but lately...i dont know...may be nih lah orang kater..biler anak adam nak mendirikan sebuah masjid..syaitan pon datang menyelit dgn tujuan cuba memisahkan pasangan tersebut... eddie been so garang to me ..i dont know...may be it was me who doesnt get the idea how to differentiate betweens jokes and criticise..but he hurt me somehow...lately i also been shedding some tears... how on earth am i suppose to have my seri at the same time i have been crying to
soothe my self... may be it just me being extra emotional...but he knows me...and he didnt even bother to actually pujuk aku....huk!! pathetic...did i have to go all through this just before my wedding day to someone who suppose to makes me happy...he loves me..i know..deep in his heart i know i am the one for him..but it just some of his behaviour i just cant tolerate..it made me sad when he thought he was trying to "tegur" me..but being sarcastic and saying it directly to my face it just not the way... he knew i cant be tegur like that but he keeps on doing it... i have been crying..i have been thinking...am i making the right choice..to be with him this soon...hmm maybe i did need a little more time for my self...a little time to understand what do we both want out of this relationship...but i know..i cant turn back now..may be it was too late to regret anything... i just has to accept him the ways he is... he is nice..caring..firm..he has all the quality i need in a man..he definitely my choice of a man should look like or dress like...i love him the way he is...i dont have to change anything about him..i love him ...but i know he's not always perfect..he do have flaws here and there..and sooner or later i am going to find that out to when i have been living with him later on...i accept him... i even give him 2nd chance when he made the biggest mistakes of all...(not going to mention it here since thinking about it make me sick!! damn it...) ..he definitely change the whole perception about how i should trust him...completely.. i guess power of love do exist between us...our love is strong..its always been strong..we been throught a lot of things together...both sadness and happiness..we cried in each other arms and shoulder...we shares jokes and laughter..we did belong together.. when i look back all this time during our happy time..how did we first met...how much love we have share together...we love each other and i know i have made the right decision....till then....
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Story Of My Life -
Me, Myself n' I
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Written by aLdriNa
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Sunday, 29 May 2005 |
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when we are together..we suppose to share everything.. good times and bad times...happiness and sadness ..somehow this thing doesnt applied for certain people. although they trust you with all their heart.. somehow they dont have the courage to even whisper about certain things such problems...etc.. with people who cares about them.... tension gak bile mender cam nih jadi kat aku..yelah...may be aku tak boleh tolong utk menyelesaikan masalah tuh..but at least janganlah sampai totally shut me out from the whole picture..it just so frustrating and especially bile dah buat cam tuh pastu nak bad mood ngan kite tak pasal2... geram sgt.. pada pendapat aku...biler aku ade problem...aku akan bercerita...pada orang yang paling aku tahu die akan memahami aku..atau pun maybe a total stranger...aku tahu at the end...aku jugak yang kene buat keputusan..orang tuh bukan boleh tolong satu ape pun...at the end its all comes back to me alone...tapi at least aku dpt release tension tuh dan takkan bad mood tak tentu pasal pada orang yg tidak berkenaan... nape lah tak semer orang berpikiran cam aku... hmm makin dekat nak kawin...neves nyer lah....bersediakah aku utk melangkah ke alam baru...masa bercinta nih memang semuanyer besh...walaupun ade juga masenyer aku dan dia bergaduh...bertekak...berselisihan faham...but in the end... we make up and compromise... aku tahu maybe die perlukan sedikit masa utk mencari ketenangan bagi dirinya...sebab tuh die tak mo layan panggilan aku mlm tadi...byk yg perlu die pikirkan... tapi aku ingin sesekali die meluahkan problem die pada aku... walaupun aku tak mampu tak tolong...at least i want to be there for him....tapi die langsung tak beri aku peluang utk dengar sekali pon..die selalu begitu...memang kecewa...padahal tak lama lagi dah nak bina hidup bersama...apakah pendapat aku ini tidak perlu didgri? ntah lah... i wish i know darling what is really in your mind...in your
heart..please let me in...how on earth i m going to understand u if u not even let me into your heart.....please let me in there.....
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Story Of My Life -
Me, Myself n' I
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Written by aLdriNa
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Friday, 13 May 2005 |
memang dlm hidup nih kita sentiasa akan berada di persimpangan dilema...
byk perkara yang akan kita lalui yg memerlukan kita membuat satu keputusan yang
kita sendiri bertarung di antara mengikut kehendak hati atau kewarasan fikiran...
terutama bila keputusan yang kita buat itu melibatkan hati dan perasaan...
kita berbelah bahagi..
antara ingin memeruskan....
atau memilih utk jalan putus...
dalam hati yang sudah terikat....
tentang janji yang telah ternoda...
tentang kasih yang tidak mungkin terluput dari fikiran...
kita keliru dengan apa yang sebenarnya kita ingin dalam hidup ini...
kita bimbang apa yang akan terjadi seterusnya sekiranya kita tidak memilih jalan itu....
kita resah tentang apa kemungkinan dan kebarangkalian jalan yang kita pilih itu betul...
yang pasti..walau apa jua kita pilih...
kita berdoa..semoga apa yang kita pilih itu betul hendaknya...
semoga apa jua yang kita pilih itu....kita dilindungi dari kekecewaan dan kehampaan...
semua ini mematangkan kita...
kita minta pada yang Maha Mengetahui...sesungguhnya kita hanya mampu merancang...hanya Dia menentukanNya...
memang kita kecewa..memang kita sedih..
untuk meluahkannya..
walau satu alam semesta ini kita khabarkan..
kita tangisi...
ianya tak mungkin kembali seperti sedia kala...
hati yang sudah patah...
hati yang sudah hancur...
tatkala janji setia yang dikhianati...
demi sebuah kepercayaan yang sudah hilang...
perlukah kita ungkaikan ia kembali...
perlukah kita kutip satu persatu serpihan hati itu kembali..
perlukah kita teruskan perjuangan perhubungan itu lagi...
demi mempertahankan sebuah janji....segalanya atas nama cinta....
haruskah kita terus berada di sini..
ataupun berlalu pergi membawa serpihan hati itu?
membawa pergi bersama harga diri...
nilai cinta dan pengorbanan....
terlalu tinggi untuk dibalas sebegini....
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