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Semalam aku gi klinik bawah nih..untuk buat 1st ultrasound to make sure everything is ok.. kalau ikut dari perkiraan doktor masa aku buat check up 2 minggu lalu.. ikut perkiraan tarikh akhir period aku.. 12 sept 2009. meaning aku skrg dah 9 minggu 3 hari pregnant. memang tarikh tuh confirm tak silap sebab aku memang jenis orang yang suka rekod tetiap bulan biler aku datang period.. yelah sebelum ada anak dulu akunyer period jenis tak teratur.. so nak tengok waktu2 subur..waktu dijangka senang.. sejak lepas bersalin 2 orang anak nih..alhamdulillah period aku pon dah teratur.. maybe aku pon byk amik supplement lain utk stabilkan period tuh... tapi bukan pasal period aku nak citer hari nih... so at 9 weeks.. this is what i have been expected... apart from infomation dari pakcik google.. and my previous pregnancy.. Your new resident is nearly an inch long — about the size of a grape — and weighs just a fraction of an ounce. She's starting to look more and more human. Her essential body parts are accounted for, though they'll go through plenty of fine-tuning in the coming months. Other changes abound: Your baby's heart finishes dividing into four chambers, and the valves start to form — as do her tiny teeth. The embryonic "tail" is completely gone. Your baby's organs, muscles, and nerves are kicking into gear. The external sex organs are there but won't be distinguishable as male or female for another few weeks. Her eyes are fully formed, but her eyelids are fused shut and won't open until 27 weeks. She has tiny earlobes, and her mouth, nose, and nostrils are more distinct. The placenta is developed enough now to take over most of the critical job of producing hormones. Now that your baby's basic physiology is in place, she's poised for rapid weight gain.  
 so this is what i have been expected from my ultrasound pic... unfortunately the result turn out not so good... at 9 weeks... all i have is this... 
there only the sac..and no sign of the baby at all..even the sac is only 11.5mm age 4weeks 1day old...erk? doktor takmo assume apa2 lagi.. tp dia suh aku repeat scan 4 minggu lagi.. kalau ade progress positive meaning tarikh period aku tuh takleh pakai.. and i am only 4 weeks pregnant right now.. but if no progress at all..then terpaksa terminate...most probably benih tuh tak menjadi... my feelings? masuk je dalam kete aku dah hujan... lebat giler..sambil citer kat abang.. abang diam je... singgah umah mama jap amik the boys pon citer balik kat mama... mama pon sedih gak..just doa for the best je la... A llah maha mengetahui what is best for me right now... balik umah... dah reda hujan. ..then abang peluk dan pujuk aku... "kita doa je... kalau ada ..ada lah..alhamdulillah.. kalau takde tuh makna nya Allah tahu la yang kita pon belum bersedia lagi...kiter redha je k..." somehow his words makes me hujan lagi..soothing me.. but in the morning... i am more settle and ready to accept anything... so for now.. just hope and pray for the best... p/s: ade sape2 ade experience macam nih tak? boleh share kat sini yer...
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