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Me, Myself n' I
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Written by aLdriNa
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Thursday, 01 January 2009 |
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Selamat Tahun Baru semua.. As usual biler tahun baru berjela-jela list azam baru yang dibuat.. tapi sebelum tuh..let see if azam 2008 aku dah capai ke belum...
my resolution for 2008:
1. to become a better muslimah..meaning tak tinggal sembahyang fardhu...qada' all my missed fast...etc.. - not really resolved...sembahyang ade yang lubang2..tp alhamdulillah semua puasa aku dah berjaya ganti.. tak byk sgt pon thanks to my hormonal imbalance.. i only missed my fast 2 days during ramadhan. Ya Allah ampunkan dosaku...huk..got to carry forward this year..
2. to become better wife..reduce tendency to argue with him which i find useless sometimes since usually ends up with him winning since he thought he's always right anyway and i always the one who have to mengalah... listens to his advices and words...try to fullfill all his needs before mine..although there are certain things that he needs to know how i really feel inside which i unable to share here... - i think i did resolved this one. this year both of us seems lots more less arguing on little things and tend to forgive and mengalah as soon as 5 minutes after quarrelling and sulking. i even managed to cook for him most of the days.. and stop demanding extra money for shopping. but this resolution had to be carried forward because there's always more room for improvement.
3. to become a better mummy to danish n adik...- resolved. i took care both of them healthy and well with more help from abang. but i think i have become more "garang" than before...
4. to lose weight from now 89kg fullterm pregnant back to 60kg before raya...- i have to say it almost resolved when i managed to lose from saiz XXL to L ..from 89kg to 68kg by raya and maintain it till today. but still got another 10 kg or so to lose..to be carry forward.
5. to breastfeed adik exclusively...using bottle or directly from my body...- resolved. i successfully exclusively breastfeeding faris till today he is already 10 months. directly without any bottle.
6. to save rm200 every month...- i did managed to save around rm1500 but something turns up that desperately need money so i had to use it.
7. to find more ways to boost up my own income..from mymode..busana lavender etc..- i have to say unresolved. but its getting there. i have to do this all by myself with little help from abang.
8. to take Al-Quran reading, grooming n make up for bridal, n sewing classes.- not resolved. dont really have the time to spare with 2 boys in my hand. but i do managed to take grooming n make up for bridal 2 days courses.
So.. this is my new resolution for 2009.
1. to be a better muslimah
2. to be a better/understanding/caring/loving/sexy wife for my husband
3. to be a better mummy to danish and faris.
4. to be a better daugther to my parent and my in laws.
4. to lose another 10kg in 3 months
5. to maintain healthy lifestyles, eat healthily and frequent exercises.
6. to save rm200 a month for my new house.
7. to be able to manage busana lavender , boost more incomes, offline and online in other word more comittment to this little boutique i owned.
8. to organise my daily life into schedule meaning better time management.
hopefully by end of this year, all or most of them will be resolve. Amin...
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Me, Myself n' I
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Written by aLdriNa
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Saturday, 27 December 2008 |
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walaupun birthday aku lama lagi, aku dah dapat hadiah birthday awal dari mama. kebetulan dia ke langkawi last couple of days.. aku memang tak pesan ape2 since tgh kering sket 1-2 bulan... tak sangka plak mama dan nana ingat plak perfume yang dah lama dalam wishlist aku...  nih die... best kan..sekali kantoi harga nyer...huhuhu..rm214..EDP Romance Raplh Lauren. love the smell so much... tak silap aku dari tahun 2002..mase tuh perfume nih baru lagi kot keluar.. aku dah jatuh cinta ngan baunyer.. tapi baru sekarang aku dapat....tak ke best tuh... thank you mama dan nana... p/s: hmm..kene update wishlist baru nih....
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Me, Myself n' I
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Written by aLdriNa
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Wednesday, 17 December 2008 |
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waaahhh lamenyer aku cuti... huhuhuhu..so many to tell..so many cerita..so many updates.. but in so little time... huk huk huk.. neway..aku lama tak online sebab byk reason.. 1stly, monitor lcd aku yang abang bagi tak sampai 3 hari tetibe boleh plak buat tak mo idop..ntah ape ape ntah.. aku pon pelik.. die merajuk kot tuan die beli monitor baru 22" lagi tuh... isk.. kene plak masa balik kenduri teh hari tuh abang bawak balik monitor lama aku sekali ngan komputer lama aku tuh utk diletakkan di kampung utk kegunaan adik2 ipar aku... so tinggal lah meja workstation aku kosong takde monitor... 2nd, aku balik chini utk kenduri kahwin teh 2 minggu.. kat chini sibuk ngan itu ini memang tak dpt lah nak ngadap komputer tenet segala kan... then biler balik sini.. still aku ngan ketiadaan komputer.. refused to use abang laptop to do work ..it just no satisfaction dsurfing..watching movie..listening to mp3..updating blog using laptop since the usb port of that laptop somehow rosak..so i have to use the build in mouse...mencik sungguh mender tuh... then aku pon sibuk ke hulu hilir ngan mama.. pastu cuti raya haji...2 hari balik johor... lama tak balik johor.. last balik raya tahun lepas.. masa tu aku still mengandung 6 months faris...and now faris dah masuk 9 bulan dah... lepas balik dari johor ..still takde monitor baru... huk huk.. ade gak try pujuk abang.. belikan yg baru..sekali die minta rm300 ..lebih tuh dia tambah...huhuhu aku plak kebetulan 2 bulan berturut nih kedai takde sales... mane tak nyer tutup dekat dua minggu dua bulan berturut... itu pon mujur lepas duit bayar sewa bil and beli stock baru segala...huhuhu. so memang kering giler bulan nih... terpaksa la simpan je dulu impian nak beli lcd monitor baru.. sekali teringat adik aku ekram mesti ade monitor lama2 yang dia tak guna.. so nih la hasilnya finally aku dpt gak pow adik aku monitor LG 19"... tu yg boleh update nih... sementara otak aku tengah byk mender nak citer nih.. kali nih gambar plak takde yer kengkawan.. disebabkan hp SE k800i aku plak buat hal..sebenarnyer dari kenduri teh tuh lagi die dah problem takleh nak charge bateri..so nak tak nak terpaksa la aku guna pda dopod abang... huhuhu..memuler tuh cam tak best je.. yelah dah lah gabak..pastu nak tulis sms pon kene guna pen..adei lah...kene plak function2 yang aku pon tak reti nak guna dlm tuh... pening tul la paler otak.. siap blur lagi hari biler ade orang call aku ignore je sebab tak kenal bunyi ringing tone... yela of course la ringing tone pilihan abang..ntah lagu ape ape ntah yang digunakannye.. cukup bukan diriku... hahahaha.. pastu dah la kamera nyer hampes.. tak le lawan lah kamera hp SE aku tuh.. cybershot tuh.. isk!~ nak tak nak terpaksa la terima kenyataan sebab nak beli hp idaman hati takde duit lagi..dah masuk dlm wishlist..dah siap usha2 lagi..tanyer kat adik aku pon dah.. latest harga dlm rm1400... so terpaksa la biarkan saja dlm wishlist tuh lagi... mane lah tahu kan.. birthday aku lagi 2 bulan jer...ade orang yg terlebih duit nak hadiah kan utk aku...huhuhuhu... kan abang kan..
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Me, Myself n' I
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Written by aLdriNa
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Sunday, 16 November 2008 |
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Sejak lepas raya.. memang dah lama giler
aku stop diet.. last timbang time raya hari tuh kat jusco
seremban2, berat aku 68kg. huhuhu best sgt lah..tp lepas tuh memang
luper diri jap.. maklum lah dengan all the open house... kenduri
sane sini.. memang most of the time i wont be able to fully follow
my diet anymore.. feeling sooo damn guilty and depressed i ended up
almost purging myself out on every meals... scary kan... rasa nyer
aku nih hampir2 kene jumper doktor utk consultation .. tp tuh lah
..biler aku baca blog orang2 lain yg seangkatan ngan aku dalam misi
diet nih... most of the memang gain around 3-4kg back on lepas
raya...
my post-raya weight is 72.5kg. huhuhuhu...damn it!!~ but
considering that i have indulgenced myself in all the
good..tasty..yummy.. super delicious food here and there.. i guess
that's the price i have to pay. so lately what i have done to make
myself feel good again i keep on drinking phytofiber to flush out
all the toxins inside me... then lots of green tea to induce my
metabolism rate... and 20 minutes of walking on the treadmil every
day. an finally today i weigh in 71.9kg in two weeks time. well
fair enough since i dont really stop eating rice and all the
lauks... i help myself on 2 heavy meals a day... lunch n dinner...
and snacking on few tart nenas, almond london, yogurt, ice cream...
huhuhuhu...
so today i decided to start all over again... after all my mission
is not complete yet.. i still have 10 kg to go...
after 4 boxes of just diet mate5, calories control diet n exercises
i managed to shed off 10 kg in 4 months. i guess that's an
achievement for me. but i had enough of JDM5. cant seems to make
myself drink it anymore, i decided to give herbalife a try
again.
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Me, Myself n' I
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Written by aLdriNa
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Sunday, 09 November 2008 |
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Semalam baru dapat layan citer "Sepi" nih sepenuh nyer..selalu
layan pastu tertidow sebab start tengok pon dah kul 3 pg :P~
tapi semalam berjaya tengok sampai habis dengan penuh feeling..
huhuhu besh sangat citer nih... terus malam tadi cari lagu OST Sepi
oleh Yuni Shara. lirik dia cam tahu2 je ape yang aku rasa due tiga
harinih.... ceewwaahh...
OST Sepi - Yuni Shara
Sepi hati terjadi lagi
Mungkin sampai mati aku
sepi
Biar senyum hadir di
hariku
namun ini hanya ada di
bibir
di bibir saja
Aku ini yang bisa
mengerti
walaupun yang lain mau
mengerti
Namun berat beban
hidupku
biarkan saja
Biar saja hanya ku yang
tahu
Sejarah cinta dan
hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak
ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang
penuh
untuk tetap ku
berdiri
Oh.. ada saatnya ku
bicara
bila hatiku telah
bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi
semua
aku tetap diam
there are few times despite of everything that i have in front of
me..there are moment of the days i am feeling very lonely... sad
and lonely... which i cant describe or explain to anybody... but i
am thankful that i know i always have everyone that loves me behind
me...
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Me, Myself n' I
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Written by aLdriNa
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Friday, 07 November 2008 |
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saya sebenarnya sangat -sangat sedih.. hati saya terusik... jiwa saya terluka.. diri saya terasa seolah tak dihargai... saya sangat - sangat menyintai diri dia... saya sanggup lakukan apa sahaja untuk dia.. dan doa saya semoga dia lah yang terakhir sehingga ke akhir hayat saya... ada masa nya... air mata ini.. sudah semakin sukar untuk mengalir lagi.. sekurang kurangnya kalau saya menangis.. apa yang terbuku... terpendam dalam hati saya dapat diubati..... tapi hari demi hari... makin sukar walaupun hanya setitik .. mungkinkah kerana Allah telah kabulkan doa saya semoga padamkan segala kedukaan dalam hati saya... doa semoga Allah tabahkan diri saya.. doa semoga diberikan saya kekuatan untuk mengharungi hidup ini... doa semoga saya dikurniakan kesabaran yang tiada batas nya...  Maafkankan bila ku tak sempurna
Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
Cinta ku padamu
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